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2010-04-20T23:32:00.001+08:00

Why do people have the dilemma of choosing which gang to celebrate their birthday with, while not a single person called to ask me out during my birthday ah?

Why do people have different friends writing on their facebook wall all the time, while my facebook wall has only posts that I write ah?

Why do people always have friends to go yamcha with everyday, while I can only find one person from the gang that lives the nearest to me to go out with on the only night of the week that everyone's supposed to be free ah?

All this while I thought I've been a good friend. Or maybe the man upstairs wants me to be a loner.

Life has been a bitch to me lately.

2010-04-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

If life could just put me in a constant state of dismal and misery, it would be much more easier.

Ok I just attempted to sound uber emo, but, PHAIL.

But seriously, life has really been a bitch to me lately.

With all the girl problems (yes I have girl problems) and university stuff I had, I was suddenly slapped with an email from LSE to apply for their scholarship. It was a blessing in disguise of a curse in disguise of a blessing. It was a blessing, ya? But it is a 10-page form that requires supporting financial documents, which evidently lead to my dad switching to overreacting, superstitious mode, which lead to more frustration in the house. Don't get me wrong, I am more that happy that LSE sent a personal email and asked for me to apply for their scholarship (yes that's what I think don't you ever dare to doubt it), but seriously, PAIN IN THE ASS, or PITA. =)

Then my mom went to Taiwan, which cause nothing but more chaos in the house. No one's feeding the dog, no one's feeding the hamsters, laundry, fetching sister to tuitions, etc. DPITA aka double pain in the ass. Mom I LOVE YOU please come home soon we are dying over here.

Then more girl problems. Constant facebook stalking. Girl problems. Facebook stalking. Then wash, rinse and repeat.

But then today the man upstairs (whoever he is) decided to shed some light into my life. Girl problem solved, 5%. Then I came across this and this. Totally made my day.

Tomorrow is Friday. End of the forth last week of A-Levels. Preparing for massive epic emo post for A-Levels friends. But have to finish LSE stuff first.

April. Fools.

2010-04-04T00:49:00.000+08:00

Like my facebook status said, this past 7 days passed me by like a bullet. I haven't been really doing much this week other than being sick for the whole time, so I don't really know how time just flew by and suddenly it's Saturday night.

Speaking of being sick, I had this weirdest illness this past week, cuz usually it's just sorethroat and mild fever and that's all. This time, though, I actually felt week, as in, I would feel dizzy when I run or stand up, and I would feel the worst upon the slightest blow of wind in my face, and muscle aches and stuff. It felt like something weird was swimming in my blood. At one point I thought it was Dengue or the swine flu and I might die or something. But western medicine works wonders, I'm fully recovered and up and running now, mostly.

This week hasn't been all lollipops and unicorns, at all. I don't want to sound pitiful and depressed, although I am, but yes, I have been rejected, by both Cornell and Pennsylvania. Urgh even saying their names kill me. I'm sad, definitely, but not because I don't get study in those schools, cuz I'd probably choose to go to LSE in the end, given the circumstances. It's because the fact that I now know that I'm not Ivy League material. I've always imagined myself pursuing my studies in America, an Ivy League school to be precise, now I know that I don't have the goods to study there (well Drake U doesn't really count) and my ultimate path to study in LSE is not taken by choice, but rather by default. It's really depressing for me to think of people that I know that are in the states living my dream while I end up in London, studying Mathematics. Yes I know London is not that bad, in fact it is the best of the best, the icing of the cake, but it just is not what I imagined where I'd end up.

I feel like I have been trying very hard to run away from my destiny, but fate always brings be back to where it wants me to be. The whole academic thing, I know I'm good at it, maybe the only thing I'm good at, but I never really wanted to be that guy, who gets a phD and end up working 9 to 5 in a big ass office room, alone. That might be a lot of people's dream, but it is not mine. I remember I wanted to do something different in Form 1, but I ended up in the Academic Research society. After high school I wanted to do art, but somehow I landed myself a place in A-Levels. I applied to study in the US, and the whole architecture thing, to get as far away from my academic route, but turns out, like I said, life wants me back at where it wants me to be. I'm so tired of running, I guess you can't really run away from fate. All those bullshit about how you create your own fate, time to let go. My plan right now, is to just chill and let life bring me wherever it wants to bring me.

I don't mean to sound all down and stuff, and I'm sorry that I've ruined your day, but I'll probably get over this within a few days.

Cheers. =)

Oh and sorry if my sentences don't connect right cuz I've been multitasking.

Suddenly I feel like falling in love.

The Final Fantsay XIII Journal: 2

2010-03-29T00:04:00.001+08:00

After 20 hours of gameplay, I am officially addicted to Final Fantasy XIII. If you know me really well I often get sick when I spend to much time of gaming (my first attempt on DOTA being the most memorable), this time is no different. I'm not exactly sick, but I feel slight nauseousness through out the day, and I blame it on my FF13. But I'm still playing it, with much loyalty, thus, addiction.

But, I'm not here to comment on how addicted I am to the game. I actually have something to say about the game. I LOVE the battle system. Compared to the past games that I've played (VIII and IX), FF13 provides a very easy, yet challenging in a totally different way. Easy, as in, no use of MP, automatic restore of HP after every battle, and only one character needs to be controlled while the others have AI (Artificial Intelligence) and will attack the best way. The challenging part is the introduction of paradigms. Each character have different roles (commando, sentinel, ravager, medic, synergist and saboteur) and it's up to the player (mua) on how to assign the characters with the best paradigm combination during different situations in battles. And the best part is, the player can switch different paradigms during the battle, which makes it so much more challenging. It's not merely taping the O button to attack attack attack, the choose of paradigm really affects your performance during battles.

Ok I shall stop sounding like an amateur game review writer. Let's talk about the other parts of the game. Last time I mentioned about me not liking Lightning cuz she acts lan c, and I'm not saying that I saw this coming, but people really started to defend her, a lot!!! Everyone's like, how can you hate her, you get why she's so cold later in the game, she is so pretty, she has her own stories. Well, I just gotta say, I just don't like that Square Enix always have to create lead characters that are cool, and have hard exteriors but a soft heart and all (Noctis from Final Fantasy XIII Versus for example, Cloud, Squall, etc). That's why I like's FF9 more than FF8 (or FF7 but I didn't play that game so). I know it's a weird way to determine which games I like, but it's called having an opinion, no?

The story is predictable, it happens the same way every game. The characters get into trouble, fight the big boss, only to find out that there is a bigger boss and a bigger plot behind the big boss. Lightning and gang finally met up in the Sanctum ( the government), just to find out that the Primarch of the Sanctum (dai lou of the government) is actually a fal'cie, thus a big boss battle. He's hard to beat, I died like 3 times before I finally found out how to defeat him. He was actually quite easy to beat.

Anyways, I shall stop here before I make a fool out of myself in front of REAL, true to heart, ~~obsessive~~ FF XIII fans.

And to those who have no idea what I have been saying, I promise a post about things other than FF XIII soon, k? KTHANKSBAI

The TV Theme Medley

2010-03-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

Here's a treat for you TV fans out there, I'm sure you'll recognize a few of the theme songs.

I wanted to blog about this random thing I did the other day, and more of my Final Fantasy online, but I have been to busy, busy watching clips like this on youtube, thus, short post. =)

The Final Fantsay XIII Journal: 1

2010-03-21T23:06:00.001+08:00

Since my mind is practically filled with Final Fantasy and I am not allowed to play the game as this moment, I shall splurge all my FF13 thoughts on my blog.

The game, which I got yesterday after relentless asking around Sungai Wang and Low Yat (apparently it is selling REALLY well and most of the stores are out of stock), is truly amazing. I mean, the graphics, the confusing yet intriguing storyline, the characters, the fight scenes, that Yoshinori Kitase guy from Square Enix did not disappoint at all! Well, at least the first 3 hours of the games cuz I've really just started.

So the story goes like this (the part that I have played), this very unimportant yet very important girl, Serah, is captured by this fal'cie thing, which transforms her into a l'cie, which is a bad thing, so her sister, Lightning, and her fiance, Snow (like wtf right?) came to her rescue. They did not go together, but on the way Lightning picked up this army guy, Sazh, and Snow accidentally let this woman die. The woman's son, Hope, together with this random girl, Vanille pursuits Snow, and eventually joined in. But they were too late, Serah fulfills her focus (that's what l'cies do) and turns into crystal, and suddenly all 5 of them were turned into l'cies.

That is as short as I can get with the plot.

The main protagonist, Lightning, is a lan c character, thus I don't like her. BUT she has the highest physical attack power and as early in this stage of the games, magic powers are just useless. Thus Lightning is very important. Snow is 200cm tall, so I don't like him either. =) Vanille is equally as annoying, but her strong healing power is very useful in battles, so her annoying giggles and moans are worth enduring. Sazh is my favorite character, he has an Afro and a chocobo chick in it, which puts him on the top of my list. But he's is also the least favorite character to use for me. He uses weak magic attacks, and is a weak synergist, and he can't heal, to me he sucks as a playable character, but we shall see how he develops in the future. Hope, which I still think is a girl's name, is my favorite character to use. He has high level magic attacks and is great at assisting other players, but he is always seen as the weak one, the games seldom lets me use Hope.

Though, I have to condemn on the part where Hope pursuits Snow because he thinks that Snow let his mother die on purpose and has angry words to say to him. But when he gets to snow he does not do what he wanted to do because he thinks telling Snow how angry he is doesn't change the fact that his mom is dead. Like, wtf didn't you think of that before you jumped onto a flying motorcycle and near killed everyone in your way? Anyways he is still a likable character, so. Somehow I believe that he will turn out to be the strongest of them all, like that guy with Patamon in Digimon.

I'm going to the Gatsby Deodorant Street Fair. (not that I smell or anything)

2010-03-17T23:19:00.002+08:00

So since I am doing this random streak thing, [and Nuffnang values me as a blogger enough to send me a second email to blog about this =)], here's a random event that I will randomly attend in the random future.

The super fun Gatsby Deodorant Street Fair will be held on the 17th of April, 2010 in the Front Foyer at the Ground Floor of ze olde Berjaya Times Square. The event will go on throughout the day from 10am till 5pm right before the car park's per-hour rate ends. How so clever of Times Square. =) I heard that apparently, someone heard from someone else that there are going to be lucky draws for you lucky bastards out there. They said, they said, that they have various cool gadgets worth up to RM15000 up for grabs. So they might either give out a 17" Mac Book Pro for first prize and crappy pasar malam toys for the others, OR 15,000 prizes worth RM1 each for 15,000 contestants. You'd never know.

Also, you might wanna do some weight training a couple of weeks before the event, cuz there are gonna be fun-fair games on that day that invovles Sumo Wrestling and gladiator battles and you might wanna prepare yourself a little. And if you check the website, it implies that there might be a Ferris Wheel set right in front of Times Square, and ice cream trucks and an LCD screen to show contestants' score and most importantly, Gatsby deodorant cans with arms and legs!!!

It sounds random enough, I might just be there on that day. And if this does not interest you at all, at least come see me get my 50 bucks from Nuffnang. =)

Oh ya and I need a picture for this.

I went to see an acupuncturist.

2010-03-16T22:55:00.001+08:00

You guys know how I've always thought that I'm fat? (and I am.) and I still do, I always do. So during one family reunion dinner a few weeks ago, I overheard that my cousin, fat cousin, did acupuncture and actually got some results out of it (well for a few days cuz after that he went back to eating like a pig so he gained the weight back).

The other day, out of the blue, I decided that I just had to go through the procedure, one, to try my damnest to lose some weight, two, just to fulfill my infinite curiosity. So one hot afternoon after school, I went scouting around Ampang, found that Chinese clinic place, manned up and walked in. Cool, small place. There was this Chinese medicine aroma that filled the room, one that I am all too familiar with, since I practically spent my childhood in a Chinese drug store (or herb shop if you prefer that term).

So this lady came in, we talked. She was like, ok let's do this. Though I don't think she understood any english at all, as when I mentioned the word 'college' she gave me this puzzled confuse look. Anywho, she made me lay on this bed, or some might prefer to call it a bench, I exposed my tummy, and she rubbed some cool alcoholic stuff of my tummy. Then the needles came out. I tried to not look at what she was doing, to avoid freaking myself out, and she just did it. It felt like ant bites, which I was quite fine with. And it was over.

I wished. OMG the most terrifying part arrived, as her assistant brought out this little gadget. Turn out it's a milli-micro fucking ELECTRIC GENERATOR!!! The assistant connected the generator to the needles and turned the damned thing on. She kept asking me if I feel anything and I did!! It wasn't painful though, just, weird. And though I took pictures, I don't think it's wise to post them up here. =)

Then they left the room.

WTF!?!? What was I supposed to do?!? I could not do anything but lay there, and I didn't have my iPod with me, and there was this picture of a naked guy similar with the one below hanging on the wall right in front of me. So i was immobile, alone, in a room with electrical needles poking into my tummy, weird naked guy starring at me, and eventually, I doze off.

After about 30 minutes, I was free to go. The doctor gave me a pack of Chinese medicine grained into fine powder to take 3 times a day, and it is one of the most awful thing I've eaten lately. The whole thing costs RM60, and she 'advised' that I come for another 9 more sessions for better results. RM60x10 that is like RM600 wei...

Should I go back for more?

Nah, don't think so...

It was one hell of an experience though.

And please say yes to this.

I did not eat for one whole day.

2010-03-11T23:37:00.003+08:00

Instead of wasting my time bickering on life and drifting through it meaninglessly, I decided to do as many random things as possible before I leave Malaysia for American/Britain (I'm being way to optimistic about my uni applications). Things that not necessarily are over the top or jaw dropping, just things that I would usually not do. And I shall document every random thing I do on my blog.

Wow I can't believe I still can't spell the word 'necessarily' correctly. Thank god for spell check!

So the other day, I decided to not eat for a full day, 24 hours, just to see what would happen. The plan was to not eat and drink anything other than water for a day, and man the results were, not that good. Haha.

The first part of the day was ok. I was like, 'it's fine, I can definitely do this' and I went through the morning classes without feeling anything but the occasional grumps in the tummy. I tried to keep myself busy the whole day, to place my attention somewhere way far from my hunger, and it definitely worked. And when class ended at 4, I thought my angel (conscious, will power) clearly slayed my devil (pure hunger).

And I was wrong. The thing is, after a whole day of not eating, you mind starts playing tricks and you have, illusions. Everything you see, is food. I turned on the TV, food channel. I read a book, first chapter, dinner with 'whitebait, fried very crisp in butter' and 'the faint scent of roasting meat from the kitchen'. Cheap sponge cakes from night markets never felt so tempting. Although I was determined, I was ripping apart inside.

The last few hours of the days were the worst, my mind was filled with things I want to eat the next day and as it went deeper into the night, it became much more challenging to resist. By then I've already surpassed most of the unwell feelings but it was the lust for food that was the most grueling. So I decided I would sleep early and wake up early the next day to eat.

I actually woke up three times in the middle of the night, way before the time I planned to do so, and every time I do, I was like, 'are you serious? It's still so early?' And I went back to sleep, hoping that morning comes faster. So the next day I woke up at 6, had a sandwich, went back to bed, woke up again at 8, and had a full plate of leftover dinner from the previous night. Double breakfast was awesome, AWESOME I tell you!! And a luxurious beef burger set for lunch, and a luxurious homemade dinner for, err... dinner.

The aftermath of the whole thing was, I gained weight. =(
The truth is, you actually eat more after you starve yourself for a period of time because you think you deserve better meals to compensate your 'suffer'. And hence, the weight gain. So, people who are trying to lose weight, unless you have the will power of a monk high in the mountains of Tibet, don't starve yourself, it doesn't work. Yes Mr. Clooney?

I really need to do something about my dying blog.

2010-03-06T23:48:00.001+08:00

How ah?

I envy people who have successful blogs with tons of readers but I just can't get my blog to that level of popularity, and I'm running out of ideas to blog, and motivation, too.

How ah?

I need to read some books.

And I accidentally deleted all my links, if you have a blog would you please be kind enough to write it down here? Much thanks.

So, how ah?

2010-02-13T15:11:00.000+08:00

We are the World 25.

I shall put this up before it starts spamming facebook like every other videos did.

All I have to say is, Justin Beiber looks lost in the crowd.

A: I'm going to Padang, Indonesia. B:Is it a very big field?

2010-01-30T00:26:00.008+08:00

So, people have been complaining about my lack of updating my blog, and since exams finished today, I shall blog.

I really want to write about why I stopped blogging but I don't want this post to be one of those stereotypical posts with specific themes and topics, which are kinda boring if you ask me. But I don't really have much else to write about, so I guess this is it.

So I opened my blogger account, and there are tons of unfinished posts awaiting me to finish them. Deduction: it's not that I don't want to blog, it's every time I try I end up giving up half way through. Many reasons contributed to my lack of blogging, first, obviously, my exams throughout the month. Exams were... hard. *cough Even genius Joshua thinks it's hard I don't know how the others are going to do. *cough. I didn't say that, honest to god.

The first few were easy, I owned them like how Obama owned the 2008 elections. But the last few were mind-boggling to say the least. After Physics 4 I literally felt like my mind just imploded a thousand times. It was fun though, hanging out with good people in college, minus the classes, and the exams (which is contradicting cause if there were no classes nor exams we won't be in college at all). Although, we are still quite sad about the fact that after 3 semester, we still have one freaking more semester to go. Like seriously, FML.

Exams aside, I also had to prepare my portfolio for Cornell. A 15-20 page portfolio and a written interview. The portfolio was the easy part, it was the written interview that was a atrociously mind-grueling task. 1000 words on why I chose architecture? I couldn't believe how many times I mentioned 'art' in my essay, which I think makes it a poor one. But WTH Cornell is just a wild card for me, I've already set my mind on actuarial science to be honest. Well, DONE and DONE, and exams just finished today, so no more excuses I guess?

Okay, the REAL reason I stopped blogging is, I really feel like not becoming one of those people who report everything they do or see or touch or smell on the internet, be it blogs or facebook or twitter or foursquare (which I still don't understand its existence). Anyways, I feel like the world does not need to know what I'm doing all the time, nor do I think the world cares (but that's just me being unnecessarily emo), so I cut down my blog posts, my facebook updates, etc etc.

Summore, looking back at my old posts, I realize that I have been boring my readers with monotonic, emotional posts with repetitive topics for a long time. Well, I don't really blame myself, seeing that I was never one who expresses himself with words well. I don't write well, everytime I use a BIG word I feel like I'm pushing it but every time I don't feel like I write shallow. I don't have profound and precise memories of what happened to me in Form 3 to story about *talking bout you soyabean *cough. I am not the funny type who is able to blog hilarious posts spontaneously, nor the social type who goes partying around town with my DSLR and camwhores with celebrities. Of course I feel responsible for boring my readers, thus the lack of blogging.

Well, I don't know when the next time I blog will be, thus I must fit as much info in this one post so you can still come to my blog and enjoy non-boringness and FREAKING click on my ads. So, more UPDATES for everyday I don't blog, check them out one day at a time so you won't feel like I haven't blogged for ages.

Day 1 after this post:

Dexter, from Dexter. Although he doesn't really look like Dexter, more like Chris Pine with Zachary Quinto (Sylar)'s eyes (both from latest installment of Star Trek). Oh well.

Day 2 after this post:
FREE LINKS.
Whose Line is it Anyway - Don't know if many people watched this on TV, but it was a great show unfortunately canceled. The site has all the episodes from the beginning to the end. cool stuff.

Day 3:
Multitask@nonDoppler - Seriously fun shit. I didn't do well, the game is hard!! And there are other games on the site which are equally awesome! The Impossible Quiz!!

Day 4:
Jackson Pollock - For all you art geeks like me that are out in the unexplored cyber net world.

Day 5:

Day 6:
Automatic Complaint Letter Generator - Lol as stupid as it sounds it really does work.

Day 7:
http://xkcd.com/ - Well if after one week I have not updated you shall just give up and get a life.

2010-01-18T17:23:00.001+08:00

2010-01-16T16:37:00.003+08:00

A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A rabbit asked him,”Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?” The crow answered: “Sure, why not.” So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested.
A fox jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story: To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very high up.

A turkey was chatting with a bull “I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree,” sighed the turkey, but I haven’t got the energy.” “Well, why don’t you nibble on my droppings?” replied the bull. “They’re packed with nutrients.” The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree. Soon he was spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.

Moral of the story: Bullshit might get you to the top, but it wont keep you there.

2010-01-14T00:30:00.009+08:00

2010-01-03T23:04:00.001+08:00

New year. New decade. New life. New person. New shirts. New pants. New underpants. New shoes. New locations. New plans. New start. New ways. New days. New me. New you. New him. New her. New us. New friends. New enemies. New school. New mind. New York. New Jersey. New Zealand. Newspaper. New news. New TV. New movies. New music. OMG New Moon. New era. New people. New economy. New approaches. New world. New blog. New everything.

2009-12-31T22:52:00.001+08:00

This is not how I imagined myself spending the last day of the decade.

Was very hyped in the morning, asked a few people what they're gonna do for midnight but all answered "lazy and spending it at home". Ended up having dinner with parents at this place dad loves which is not necessarily my favorite place on earth. Dad lectured a lot. At home now. Will be home at 12 too.

To my lovely readers,

2009-12-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

OK I've definitely tried updating my blog a couple of times, I wanted to write something like a summary of 2009, but I always end up stuck, so I'm going to write about my last two weeks of 2009.

Well, my Christmas holidays hasn't been exactly how I expected it would be. I thought it would be hectic with all the vacations and trips, but I ended up staying at home most of the days, completing my university application.

Oh I hate the words 'university' and 'application' already. They are on my top 3 most hated words list together with 'environmental'.

Doing my university application (again, hate) was a pain in the ass. There was a lot of fighting in the house because of it, a lot of doubting and thoughts of quitting in my mind, and a lot of money spent on it(I guess it's safe to say around RM1000 was spent for my four applications). But it's done, so everything is cool, everything is fine, hopefully.

Then Christmas was kinda sad, well half sad half not sad. Had a great lunch with some nice people, and a nice dinner with my family. Although, dinner was kinda overpriced cuz the food wasn't that great, I mean when you see four-course meal on the menu and one of the course is listed as fruit sorbet, you would kinda expect a full bowl of ice cream served but it was only a ball of sorbet the size of a rambutan seed on a spoon. That's all. And the service was just plain bad. We still had a great time though.

OK, the holidays might not be completely negative.

Since having so much time, I've started drawing, getting in touch with my 'artistic' side. Made me start second-guessing my future again. But it was fun, I have definitely spent a lot of afternoons drawing in my room, like crazy obsessive artist drawing. It's been a long time since I've drawn like this, as a matter of fact, I think I kinda lost touch with my drawing for a long time, cuz I didn't really have textbooks to draw on and I didn't want to draw on my messy notes. But yea, it feel nice to be drawing.

One thing that also brought me joy me was the movies I watched these past few days. Inglorious Bastards was really nice, as expected, despite being a little lengthy and had too much talking. The whole 2.5 hours was worth watching. Bolt was nice, but I think only to people who have dogs. And only the part where Bolt gets emo and leaves. Typical Disney movie, nothing much to say. (500) Days of Summer was the best. Totally deserves top three romantic comedy film. On some level I kinda know how Tom (main actor) feels, cuz that's how I see love, and Summer (main actress) is totally the girl I want to meet and fall in love with (although not in Tom's position). The music was nice, nice enough for me to download the soundtrack and listen to it. And I've watched it twice in 2 days, that says a lot, considering that I never watch movies more than once.

I wonder when will it air in Malaysian cinemas.

I guess that's all. I've said too much. Not my style.

2009-11-03T20:31:00.000+08:00

You know why i don't' like blogging that much anymore? It's because every time I blog about something, there will be less things to tell people in an actual conversation. Everyone will be like oh yea I know I've read it on your blog.

It's not like I'm gonna close this blog la (wouldn't be surprising if I did since it's not the first time), but yea... will update a lot less. =)

Unless someone do something about my layout and remove the read more thing. Until then...

2009-11-01T01:01:00.002+08:00

If your life (so far) were to be written into a 300-page book, what would page 217 be?

I'm serious, someone please reply me.

I want to rant about my life.

2009-10-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

I don't know if this is happening to all the Pisces in the world, but I just had one the worst week ever.

Everything is making my life miserable. Car accidents on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Friday's plan turned out a mess. My uni application is a mess, and is postponed. I have tons of work to do. Everything that happened made me feel worse about myself. Like today I went for badminton with some of my high school friends. I had fun, but WTH I felt bad for not hanging out with them more than I should. And some other stuff. And my car (who I believe for some reason is trying to kill me for the past few days) is still a wreck.

And the thought of traveling (walk-bus-walk) from the car park to my classroom everyday is not making anything better. Stupid bandaraya. Now I need to find a better place to park my car everyday. (For those who don't know what I'm talking about, I had a very nice parking space for more than a month until some bandaraya officer decided to randomly drop a ticket on my windscreen.)

The only good thing that happened over the weekend is probably the release of Adam Lambert's Time for Miracles, which is awesome, but is equally as emo, which makes me more emo listening to it but I can't get enough of it.

I don't know if this bad luck bad mood thing is gonna continue for the next few days, let's hope not, but I have a feeling it will. ARghH... WTH. Someone save me please. I sound like an emo lala who spams facebook with emo post but that's what I am right now.

OK I'm done ranting. Sorry it looked so messy. I'm in a bad mood. I'm entitled to do whatever I want. Good night people.

WTF I nearly died today.

2009-10-14T23:53:00.003+08:00

Today, the reaper said hi to me.

and luckily I didn't reply. Cuz I nearly died today.

Yea... don't drive fast when it's raining, and when it stops raining, cuz the road is still wet.

I never thought I'd write about stuffs like this after days of coming up with something to blog about.

Well, the story is, I was kinda speeding kinda not speeding on AKLEH, and when I took a big turn to exit AKLEH my car kinda lost control and spiraled a bit on the curving road. Fortunately there wasn't any car around me at the particular moment or else I'll be on your local newspaper the next morning la.

So then I drove at a speed of 50 km/h for the rest of the way to college and was basically traumatized for the next 2 hours. And when I finally got to my friends this sudden release of stun-ness in the form of "WTF I nearly died today" came out from my mouth in front of everyone in my class. But I was stunned so I couldn't feel the embarrassment, although I think Mr. Ling is shocked by my inappropriate yet came out so conveniently curses.

So yea, the next time you think you're a great driver and that slow drivers are idiots, don't. Well, slow drivers are still idiots, but at least they are alive!!

And no, I'm not dead, or hurt in any way, just traumatized for a couple of hours. Stunned weirh.

Ok everyone, drive safe. See you next time.

Update: Oh WTF, i got a saman today and rear-ended a car. The God of Traffic is mad at me!!!

2009-10-08T21:36:00.001+08:00

It's been so long since I left my blog abandoned like this. Well, not really abandon la, it has been just one/two? weeks.

Well what can I say? Life cannot be any better. Everything is so happening. I'm so busy (which I love). Not like crazy busy until I kill everyone I see, but busy enough for me to not whine about my pathetic life.

Suddenly I have friends in college. Suddenly everyone's like connecting and hanging out more, even if it's just in between classes (or like today's case, during class). Loving the moment.

And SATs this Saturday, and I just started studying (officially) yesterday. Damn stressed wei, but three days is enough for me la.

When you have so much going on, you kinda forget things easily. Take my SATs for instance, I WANTED to start studying three weeks ago, but I kept forgetting about it, for some reason, until people are like, when's your exam ah? and I'm like, shit it's this week!! And I totally forget about my studies when people asks me out that's why although I have this ultra major exam that is going to determine my future in two days I'm still going out for yam cha later. Later come home and study again la.

I love that I'm so busy I have to do brief updates on my blog. Never thought of being busy as a reason to not update my blog (or stay in contact in that case). Laziness? Maybe. Facebook me if anything la.

FML FML FML

2009-09-28T01:11:00.000+08:00

Today, I just spent 5 hours designing for my club's booth at the carnival this Sunday (which are due tomorrow) and when I finally finished it at 1am and decided to go to sleep, I receive an email from College Board to remind me that I'll be having my SATs in less then two weeks. FML

2009-09-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

Everybody go watch FlashForward please!!

Best pilot episode since Lost!! Please go watch I'm begging you!!

The link to download the show.

2009-09-26T00:32:00.000+08:00

Everyone knows how much I want to study architecture, and sometimes actuarial science.

But today, out of nowhere, I had a new thought. What about tv producing? Or screenwriting? Anything tv-related behind the scenes job, since i'm such a tv freak and all.

UCLA (University of California, Los Angeles) has courses in such areas, and I really wanna go to UCLA. Hmmm... Dilemma dilemma dilemma. Anyone has any comment on this?

Why your A-levels so long one?

2009-09-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

Ahh... people leaving the country one by one, what a delightful scene to witness.

I remember a few years back, I had always have this 'fantasy' that how my future would be, and part of it is that I would leave the country as soon as high school ends. But, as John Armstrong will say, life is unpredictable. In fact, it IS/was! After high school, being picked to go for NS literally changed my life, plus a few months of procrastinating, and I ended up here, right at this point of my life.

I knew it would be painful to attend his farewell party, in fact, it is painful to attend all farewell parties, generally. Partly because I'm losing great friends, and partly because, the one leaving is not me. Furthermore, it's fair to say that it was very easy to predict what questions would be thrown at me during the event. 'So yuenhann, where are you studying? Huh why so long? I thought A-levels one and a half year only? So when are you going to the US?', times ten. I'm not mad, I'm not sad, at some point it's even a lil bit amusing to me. But it was still painful. Oh the irony.

In addition to that, some shocking turn of events (you know what/who I mean) made me think of some other stuffs, someone in particular. So when I got home, I had this weird feeling inside me that lasted until this morning. I couldn't tell what I was feeling, sadangryhappymadfuckedup, I don't know. So many things were going on in my mind, my past, my present, my future. I don't know which one I was thinking about most. I'm just, lost.

I guess it's just a phase. I've been thinking a lot lately though. Like I've recently figured out why some people I like, some people I dislike, but that's another story. So, we'll skip.

On a lighter note, since I'm always about balancing the qi, I went online ans found this website, fmylife.com

-Today, I received my passport in the mail. They got my birthdate wrong. Then I picked up my birth certificate that I had sent in with the application. Turns out my parents have been celebrating my birthday on the wrong day for 16 years. FML-

-Today, I was sitting in class and I fell asleep during the lesson. I was wearing sweatpants and had an erection. My teacher came up to me and grabbed my penis. She thought it was my phone. FML-

Totally made my day brighter.

2009-09-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

And more...

Update: check out the video version i posted.
Ted: The three days rule is insane, I mean, who even came up with that?
Barney: Jesus! Seriously, Jesus started the whole wait three days thing. He waited three days to come back to life. It was perfect. If he’d have only waited one day, a lot of people wouldn’t have even heard he died. They’d be all “Heyyyy Jesus, what up?” and Jesus would probably be like, “What up. I died yesterday.” And they’d be all, “Uhhh, you look pretty alive to me dude.” And then Jesus would have to explain how he was resurrected, and how it was a miracle. And then the dude would be like, “Uhhh, okay, whatever you say Bro.” And he’s not going to come back on a Saturday. Everybody’s busy, doing chores, working the loom, trimming their beards. No. He waits the exact right number of days… Three. Plus it’s Sunday, so everyone’s in church already. They’re all in there “Oh noo, Jesus is dead.” Then bam, he bursts through the backdoor, runs up the aisle, everyone is totally psyched. FYI, that’s when Jesus invented the high-five. Three days Ted. We wait three days to call a woman because that’s how long Jesus wants us to wait. True story.

-How I Met Your Mother, my favorite show, ever!

2009-09-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

For the sake of neutralizing the vibe here in my blog.

Click to enlarge.

This piece of shit.

2009-09-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

Today, was not a good day.

Well, everything's fine, but I just can't shake this shittious feeling off me. (How do you spell shitteous btw?) It's not even emo cuz if it's emo, I can handle. But it's this feeling that, everything around me can easily irritate me and the worst part is, I don't even know why!!

I guess I can blame my dad since we had a little friction going on there just now when we had this 'talk' regarding my missing car-keys, which I sincerely wish with all my heart and pray with all my strength it will miraculously re-appear soon, BUT I don't think that's the problem cuz I'm very used to his random scoldings and it's uncommon for me to have such reactions towards them.

So instead I turned to my internet for help but reloading my facebook page every 5 seconds does not help. So here I am, writing this piece of shit.

2009-09-12T17:05:00.001+08:00

Quote of the day:

"Fuck man!!" x3000

I shall come up with something to attract more traffic to my blog.

2009-09-09T00:39:00.000+08:00

Iche liebe dich.

Isn't it annoying? My layout? The height of every post is fixed, thus, every post has the same length. Longer posts will be cropped short, and shorter posts will be followed by a blank space of emptiness.

Just finished Lemony Snickets' a Series of Unfortunate Events. Loved the movie. It's so dark yet is splattered with random bits of humor. It ss dark enough for it to be a dark movie, but not too dark that I have to cut my wrists after watching it. It definitely sends out a message, that the good is always victorious, and the bad always ends up in jail, or in a grave pit. In the movies that is.

And even though you feel like you are surrounded by a series of unfortunate events, you are actually exceptionally fortunate. Provided that you are an inventive 14-year-old kid with a brother who loves to read and a sister who loves to bite. If so, you're fine.

Now I'm just trying to sound funny.

My ~~poor~~ average English is so going to reflect on my personal statement. Kei se ki.

What else? Let's see...

Facebook is getting a wee bit annoying lately.

What should I do to attract more traffic to me blog? Blog more often? I'm currently debating myself on whether my blogging is a route to 'express my feelings' or my way of seeking assurance in some kinda of weird manner. Thus the lack of updates.

This is ridiculous. I should not be doing this in the middle of the night. I shall go to sleep.

Roast beef, it's Swedish of beef, that is roasted.

Metamorphosis

2009-09-06T03:13:00.000+08:00

Here I am, in the middle of the night, staring at my laptop. I didn't turn on the music as I usually do, instead I let the sound of the pouring rain fill my room, and my empty mind.

I feel like I should write about something emo, since I'm in such an emo environment right now. Raining in the middle of the night, no? But nah, I feel like being emo is such a big waste of time. I can't say that I have better things to do other than being emo, cuz I don't, cuz it's 3am in the morning, but... yea... I forgot what I wanted to say already.

Even my constantly repeating the word 'emo' irritates me. I shall stop using that word. Instead, let's use the word 'moe' to replace it. MOE is very overrated.

Maybe I've grown.

Anyone who's confused say I!!

2009-08-27T22:36:00.000+08:00

Back from Melaka!!

Will blog about it soon.. in CHINESE!!!

敬请期待

(but 你们看了也不明白的啦... 算了啦)

update: haha I lied.. very lazy to blog d as the excitement has faded. blame eddy who hasn't upload to pictures on facebook.

Not an Emo Post about Emo

2009-08-15T16:04:00.000+08:00

So last night I was feeling exceptionally(or unexceptionally? dunno I just wanna use big words) emo, what I did was I went through my old blogs (yes blogS, I have changed my blog tons of times..) to get me some 'inspiration' to blog, and...

MY OH MY I was soooooo [ you can fill in the blank ]

Haha I actually felt pity for the people I ATTACKED (attack is a very suitable word for the situation), sooo my bad. I guess I was filled with lots of angst and I only blogged about negative stuffs back in the days (or am I still doing that?)

And it was soo funny, it actually got rid of my moody mood. I still hate you'all though!! =)

Oh also, don't bother go looking for it, I blocked everything. Cuz it was THAT embarrassing!!! haha

2009-08-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

生病记

2009-08-13T15:33:00.000+08:00

yea I ~~am sick~~ WAS sick!! No it wasn't the swine flu, just a minor throat infection.

It started with this one tiny little coconut candy, and then the cough started, and got worse and worse. I definitely tahan-ed the cough for a few days until the fever finally set in and I had to go to the doctors. And the medicine they gave me, was sooo good, I've already recovered!! So, I'm a western medical believer!!

Being sick was nothing to me. But it annoyed the hell out of me that I have to stay home and do nothing and grow fat!!! Yea I know if I WANT I CAN exercise at home, but.. who does that right? AND, I know that my white blood cells in my body are fighting hard to protect my body, so I'm constantly HUNGRY!!! Thus I have been eating A LOT!!!! So much for loosing weight.

BUT.. I actually lost 2kg in 2 days... haha.

On some things.

2009-08-12T00:09:00.000+08:00

On the holidays:
Yes i'm having my holidays again. Please rub that huh-AGAIN? look off your face. I don't know why but we HELP students keep getting holidays where everyone else in the world is soo busy 'struggling' with assignments and exams. =)
Don't hate me, hate my school.

On my drawing:
As you can see from my previous post, I currently on the brink of being obsessed with drawing!! It's all I've been thinking about since the holidays started. And going on DeviantArt and searching for tutorials isn't working cuz they are so frickin' many art pieces that I'll die to be able to produce on the site, but I can't. I need professional art education!!! (however weird it sounds.)
So again, fcuk you people who are studying arts when I'm here worrying about my maths and science exam results!!! (which btw are coming out next Thursday, fingers crossed!)

On what I did today:
So today was interesting. I was at the gym (no huiyi!! I will not stop going to the gym!! =) ) when suddenly, I GOT 2 TICKETS TO WATCH THE SCREENING OF UP!!, courtesy of Mr. Phuah from college.=)
So I called up MA BEST FRIEND Wenly, and after some negotiations on the time to meet, and some awful traffic that you can only find in the city of Kay Elle (as you can say), and some really really really not fun SHOPPING (which I'm not good at and will never be), at 8pm++ we finally sat down for dinner @ Zang Toi cafe in Pavillion's Parkson. (yea I know right? Who would've guessed that there's a cafe inside Parkson?)
Then after some great and reasonably pricey food, we went for the more useless shopping, and FINALLY, the movie.
Why no pictures one? I guess I'm not a photo person. Please continue with my picture-less blog.

On the movie:
-I can smell you-
~~The movie was indeed a treat bark bark bark bark bark~~ The movie was indeed a delight, as expected. Although I didn't like that most of the movie's plot occurs in high air. Me and heights, we don't mix. It's called acrophobia. Anyways, I really SQUIRREL I really liked the movie, not too Disney-ish to be tear-inducing, eg Lilo and Stitch, Monsters Inc., but Disney-ish enough to be meaningful and relateable to the audience (at least to me). Fairly unpredictable plot, I don't want to spoil it for you, but never in a million years that I would expect dogs and humongous birds to be part of the movie, so go watch the movie!!!

I just realized that I did not talk much about the movie, haha. But it's indeed very good. And the lame jokes part, you'll have to watch the movie to understand it. =)

Thanks PTS.

Title-less

2009-08-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

I forgot how it felt to be drawing. So much fun yet so frustrating.

fuck I wanna draw like this!!

fuck you people who are studying arts!

I don't wanna do maths questions already!!

Really? My blog is very emo?
Didn't notice that.

90s attack!!

2009-08-04T00:29:00.000+08:00

In the effort to prevent me from falling deeper into the k-pop mania, I went on to youtube for some english songs and i came across this.

Does bring back some memories huh?

Yawn.

2009-08-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

OK now that I have a clear mind (although it is one in the morning), I will update my blog. But most probably it will turn out to be a boring post, so...

As I mentioned, have been extremely tired the past few days.
Maybe it was my crazy work out plan to hit the gym everyday for two hours and the consecutive outings.
Been working out since Monday, went out with Soya on Wednesday to watch Harry Potter for the second time, steamboat gathering with my fellow 5s1 kias on Thursday and DUCK RICE @CONNAUGHT with my bros on Friday.

Let me elaborate on the outings a littul bit. (Here's where it gets more challenging to continue reading.)

Wednesday's outing, I felt kinda conned to be honest. Soya said he'll pay for my movie ticket for watching HP the 2nd time with him but I ended up buying him Secret Recipe also. TIPU PUNYA!! haha I kid I kid. But I still cannot forget the scene which shocked the hell out of everybody in the cinema, haha, I was waiting for the moment and the moment, was PRICELESS. (in case you don't know which scene it was, it was when Dumbledore asked Harry to get him water and Harry reached for the dark waters and something emerged suddenly and grabbed his hand.) Well, actually it's worth ten bucks if you go watch HP again and wait for the 'moment'. =)

Thursday was also fun. I really love hanging out with my 5s1 classmates. The jokes only a chong hwa student could understand, the gossiping about other people, and.. well that probably sums up what we did throughout the night. I'm gonna miss these people that are leaving me in this country to Singapore Taiwan UK and the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. you know who you are. What 'shocked' me the most was that 90% of the attendees stayed until 12am!! Events like that happen only once in blue moon! I guess Thursday was the night with the blue moon, eh?

btw once in a blue moon = 1.16699016 × 10^-8 hertz and I don't know what the hell it means. Google it.

And as for Fridays outing. It wasn't anything special, except that we successfully recruited three more members into the DUCK RICE CLUB!! haha. lazy to blog about it la. For more info, check out Air-Cond's blog and Cichie's blogs for more, and some very ugly pictures.

Seriously if you are still reading I'll have to honor you with a big chunk medal!
ok la I'm kinda bored with this post so I'm gonna cramp everything into one sentence.

My holidays are coming in a week but two of my bestest friends are out of town in Korea and in Australia so I've jam-packed my schedule with the awesomeness that are STARCRAFT and my iPod which since I jailbreaked it, is so awesome cuz now I can download games for free and you won't believe how addicted I am to my iPod right now and also, I have unfortunately fallen into the traps set by the Koreans cuz now I'm listening the Korean music, think Girls Generation and Wondergirls, thanks to my bestie, Mr. Teng Siang and lastly I still owe HESC tons of designs including the club logo, the poster for the 'Save the Turtle' campaign, the eco bag thingy and the CCFAP posters.

ok gotta go sleep. bye.

Head Trauma

2009-07-31T21:23:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since i blogged. Had a very tiring 2 weeks.

Am trying to recall what happened the past few days. Let's see...
...
..
.

I'm so tired I can't think right now.

Next time larh..

p/s: notice that my blog title gets random randomly.

Hakuna Matata

2009-07-20T20:06:00.000+08:00

I dunno what happened to me, but I've been crazy hyper the whole day.

Like even throughout the tediousness that is Monday classes, I was so energetic and joyful, I'm sure my friends noticed.

And later in the gym, I worked out for like an hour and half, NON-STOP. For me, that's like completing a full marathon and playing a full game of football.

And I laughed so hard when I was watching Friends, which repeated on StarWorld for like, EVER. I knew every line they're gonna say, and yet I was laughing my ass off like it's the first time I watched Friends.

I think it was the sugar I consumed yesterday. I mean, I had 100 grams of jellybeans, a medium sized lollipop, and lots of chocolate.
Yea, I love my sweets.

Sugar is good for you, but it makes you fat, too.

Well to be frank I WAS hyper the whole day, until just now, when I fell asleep in front of the TV.
I think I burnt out the sugars I had yesterday.

I have 2 weeks to spare in August. Does anyone know any 2 week ART courses?
Yea I know, going back to my roots.

oh i just realized rite, i have toefl this saturday and i know nothing about it. someone please help me.

Does anyone know any good schools in the U.K?

2009-07-18T18:41:00.000+08:00

Can anyone introduce me some good schools in the U.K that are well-known for their architecture or actuarial science courses? Or famous for being great in general?

I know i'm always talking about going to the states but i just wanna get through with this.

I didn't come for class because someone was killed outside my house.

2009-07-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

There was a MURDER outside my house yesterday!!! So yesterday i was leaving home when i saw police cars and a not very big, but still big crowd outside my house. There was a freakin body covered under a white cloth with blood stains. At first i thought somebody knocked down and killed a very big dog (i kid you not that was seriously the first thought i had). Then i thought, why would the police had come for a dog? So i concluded to myself that someone was knocked and died. And i missed class cuz the road was blocked.

Then later that day i found out that it wasn't a car accident but instead, 2 Indonesian workers renovating my neighbor's house (well not the one next to my house but 2 or 3 houses down) had a fight, and one of them killed the other one. BUT THEN just now i found out that the real story was that, 2 Indonesian men came looking for this guy, and they had a fight, and they killed him. Apparently the 2 men were there memang to kill this poor guy one. My mom read it in the papers, so i assume this is the last version of the story i'll hear.

Check it out at Sinar Harian.

Today in school, I told my statistics leacturer, "Ms. Aw I didn't come yesterday because someone was killed outside my house." Seriously how many times in life do you get to say that? Hopefully not many.

But it sounded cool, so..

I think I should blog about sunday, and some other stuffs.

2009-07-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

So Sunday... gathering with some really really really really long time no see friends.
Had great fun, i really did. although the supposed to watch movie part was quite... sh. But ended up talking non-stop for i think 7 hours.

I really missed these people.
but since most of the people reading my blog are "these people", i hate them.
NO i don't hate them, in fact i love them so much, i didn't want the day to end.
i definitely miss some of them already. chia jie cuz he's from my old so called 'gang' and i've never seen him in ages and he actually showed up. ah ma cuz she reminds me how funny i can be when i speak in chinese =) and some other people. haha.
talked a lot, didnt eat much, definitely underestimated people's ability to eat fast. took some pictures. and that's all. but it's was great fun.

definitely gotta love this picture. not everyone is ready, and some look like ghosts. haha.

oh and also, sum yue said that i was quote, VERY 小气 througout secondary school. I know i'm 小气 in my junior years la but not that much and i thought i got better in my senior years? Apparently not.

I also found out that xiao shan is going to study actuarial science (business?) in uPenn, and that i might be able to transfer my a-levels 'credits' so i can skip freshmen in college. (but it's freshmen year!! the most important year of u.s college education!!!) Anyways speaking of college stuffs...

You guys know i have been e-mailing back and forth with my uncle in Pennsylvania about my whole dream of getting into uPenn right? Turned out he cc-ed and forwarded every email to my other uncle (his brother la). So yesterday he sent me an e-mail, and apparently he has been following my e-mails with quote, GREAT INTEREST. So, being the very helpful person he is, he sent me a whole load of links to a whole load of other university stuffs. And to make things worst?/better?/more intense? he CALLED today!! All the way from Boston, and i was like.... lll. Hi, dai kau fu...

So he gave me a speech on how important it is to choose the right major. Then he talked to my dad. Then my dad gave me a speech that I should really try for Harvard, and by the sparkle in his eyes i could feel that he was dead serious. Then my uncle called my mom at my grandmother's house and i think he gave my mom a similar speech also, cuz my mom came home and gave me the same speech. And now everyone who shares my grandfather's blood knows (actually think) that i'm going to the U.S. and you know what? I haven't even start applying. Oh did I mention that my uncle is an architect with his own company?

Why are there so many architects around me?

Good Day. Great Day.

2009-07-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

Today was a great day.

Class ended at 12. Had some great fun with friends playing L4D where i successfully intrigued Mia and Joanne's interest in the game. Stopped by the gym after that (no i'm not working out to build big and strong muscles i'm just there to run and cycle to lose some fat). Met an old friend and had chatted. Lost some fat.

Upon arriving home I saw the ice-cream man on my street. The ice-cream music!!! It was soooo hypnotizing. I stopped him and had some hardcore Cornetto strawberry ice-cream. It was heaven especially after a couple hours of working out. And the best part was the tip of the cone covered with chocolate and strawberry fillings!! I bet you're already drooling...

Checked my mail, and found out that my uncle is indeed living in Pennsylvania!!! That's means there's a great chance i'll be going there!!! Although his house is like 4, 5 hours away from uPenn's campus, it's already good enought for me. I literally jump up and danced like a sohai when i read his email. ok next.

Ahh I wish everyday is like today. It was gay chats with old friends and strawberries and good news, and some zombie killings.

Oh I also watched Michael Jackson's memorial and it was indeed quite an emotional thing to watch. I never thought that I would get emotional watching it but I did (no i didn't cry it just made me think of life and some crappy stuff). The last song "We are the World" was quite the plunge to the INNER water works and the speeched at the end killed me!! I especially felt Paris' last words on her father. Drama queen much? Don't think so. Curse those rude and heartless people.

It's a shame only when MJ dies people start appreciating him and his work. All those people who said things like "OH MJ was the reason i fell in love with music" or "i was always MJ's biggest fan" and blasting MJ's songs with their cheap walkamn phones (ok this part was unessesary haha) wherever they go, I bet they couldn't even name 5 MJ songs other than Heal the World or Billie Jean before his death. It's just an annoying thing to see.

Sigh why am i writing sad things on one of the happiest days of my life?

Oh ya check out my other blog to see a semi nude Megan Fox.

I.m really really really really really really bored. Awesome!

2009-07-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

Well it's only the second day if school and I'm already bored.

Ok maybe school's not boring cuz I love to see my friends in college, besides, nothing beats home alone for 5 days a week for 6 weeks when it comes to the ultimate borgasm.

word of the day: borgasm. the physical and emotional frustration experienced at the peak of boredom, similar to the level but opposite effect of an orgasm.

but I just can't feel the so called excitement in my life.
My life in general Is boring.

Ok I've probably said that like a gazillion times but the truth is, well, it is the truth.
I need something electrifying to happen in my life. Something jaw-dropping. Something that would change my life.
I need to get a girlfriend and have a dramatic fight with her in the middle of the street. Or a bar fight with some random people I don't know.
Or sing a grease song with a chick in public and create a scene. I got chills~~ their multiplying~~~

ok lame.

Of course those would never happen to me cuz i know the inner-consciousness thingy in my brain will never let me do that.
So... I'm still bored.

Randomness.
My dog has probably chewed off most of the reachable wires in my house, including my earphone, my ipod USB cable, my sister's phone charger and our radio.
I just did the dumbest thing by accidentally deleting all my tv shows in my D drive. Fortunately some parts are restored, but my 3 seasons of How I Met Your Mother... I have download the whole thing again. T.T
Taking TOEFL on 25th of July. SAT 2 in October. And I have to start applying for UK by next week. T.T
Oh and those leaving for Singapore on dunno when, good luck and have fun. =)

To: You know who you are

2009-07-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

You know who you are.
You know what you did.
You should know how i feel about what you did.

Seriously, SCREW YOU.

update:
cheh not fun one. no one cares about who i'm dulan-ing
not one comment after my seemingly angst-filled yet vaguely written in a pithy matter.

either no one thinks that i'm dulan with him/her, or no one cares.
but of course i'm not dulan with anyone, i just realized that in every blog i read,
when people write something like "someone you know who i'm talking about' or 'something you know what i'm referring to" readers relate to them.
so i did some.. experiment. which proved enough what i wanna know. =)

i was bored. no evil intended.

i'm still bored.

We're all gonna die!!! Part 2 although i don't know where part 1 is but i'm sure it exists.

2009-07-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

I remember I once blogged that we are all gonna die at 2012. that the world would come to an end. and... we're all gonna die.

It wasn't a really big matter, not at least to me, until i discovered this:

the trailer of the upcoming movie, 2012

click to watch the trailer of 2012
click to go to the official website

It suggests that the Earth will fall off its axis due to some astrology shit and the end would arrive, on december 21, 2012, as predicted by the ancient Mayans. Earthquakes, tsunamis, volcano eruptions, you name it they've got it. And a reminder, 2012 is approx. 1260 days away from today, which is a little more than 3 years.

But chill, as the know-it-all i am, i've done some 'research', well actually i just wikipedia-ed 2012, and according to wikipedia, December 21, 2012 is simply the last day of a very very long Mayan calender which is about 5129 years a cycle. And since the Earth had already survived longer than that, there should be no worries at all... hopefully.

click to read more on 2012 doomsday predictions

But seriously, think about it. What would you do if something like that really happens? Yes that sounds kinda emo but it's the movies i watch recently (namely Knowing, the Day After Tomorrow, Resident Evil, X-men Trilogy)(well, a lot of people died in resident evil and x-men) that made me think about stuffs like this.

What would you do if you know everyone you know including yourself is gonna die in less than an hour? Who would you go find? What would you do? Who would you wanna die with? What would be going on in your mind? Is you life a waste? Did you lived it to the fullest? Does it matter if you lived it to the fullest? Everything you've worked hard for, will vanish in matters of seconds, all the education, all the socializing, all the make-ups and break-ups...

Woah that's a lot of questions. But they have been circulating in my brain for the past few days, except tuesday, cuz i was in genting =)

Well, we won't know until December 2012 right?

I craving for some hardcore zombie movies,
might download Resident Evil: Extinction.
Any suggestions?

2009-06-27T02:01:00.000+08:00

oh ya. i almost forgot to tell you all,
had my prom last night. =)

well, prom was kinda boring.
we didn't knew many people there, wenly's table was like, 3000 miles away from ours, yew eng was so busy i hardly got to talk to him.
performances sucked. 4/10
food sucked. less. 5.5/10
environment... was alright. 7/10

...
..
.
i'm bored already
next time.

oh thanks everyone for a great night. the clubbing part. not the prom part =)

peace.

From Chemistry to Monsters & Aliens to Chicken and Pies to Guitar Lessons

2009-06-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

Well the title pretty much sums up what this post is about.
but what a day(2 days)!!

so yesterday started with me waking up and thinking, shit i have chemistry today.
but then the exam in the afternoon turned out ok.
i didn't finish the last essay question, so i don't expect to get ultra high marks or even full marks this time.
but then i didn't expect high marks last semester and i still got full marks, so..
all i saying is that anything can happen =) fingers crossed.

after exam and a full half an hour of discussion, we, as in me, yew eng, deebhan, teng siang, zamir, amin and sophie decided to go watch Monster vs. Aliens in 1u.
and, it was HILARIOUS. well maybe not with a capitol H, a small h instead =)
but it was funny.
cuz i'm in love with a green jelly with 14 pineapple chunks in it, see you DEREK.

we had dinner in nando's and once again it proved to be one of the worst 'high end' as in 'expensive' food in town.
apparently peri chips = chips with chilly powder, and Mediterranean rice = white rice with vegetable chunks
so... don't go there.

then because mia had a not-so-good day with her 4-papers-in-one-day-day,
and deebhan's post birthday 'celebration',
we decided to go have dessert with her in Delicious@Bangsar Village,
to prevent her from going home and crying alone in the dark.

Great food, low price ( i only spent RM6), i'll definitely go back for more!!
after that dropped mia at her apartment and went to and watch gossip girl until 3am.
haha.

today, the a.m. part is unimportant cuz it involves having lunch with wenly.
i went for my first ever GUITAR LESSON in the evening.
and all i can say is, i wanna quit d.
my sister told me that the teacher, Kevin would be very friendly and stuff.
but it turned out... disastrous.
ok maybe i'm exaggerating a little bit.
but the lesson was not as fun as i thought it would be so...
we'll see.

more pictures will/might be up later, until mr. c1 is finished with his c1 & c2 exams.

and i tried to write briefly because i know how boring what-i-did-today posts can be.

oh ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEEBHAN
cheers.

dude i'm so bored i can like die right now but i have chemistry on wednesday so i can't die right now

2009-06-01T19:56:00.000+08:00

recently i had a very emo experience, not that i'm trying to be emo
so the other day i was flicking through tv channels and there's nothing to watch.
i stopped at MTV, and i fell asleep, on the couch.
then i woke up with this incredibly sad song piercing through my... heart.
it was demi levato's don't ...something. i forgot.
and it made me very... down, the rest of the day.
i cant rmb which day it was though.

ok next
so.... i'm bored.
have been staying at home since wednesday. no actually i went out on saturday and sunday.
but.... my 'holiday', it's not even half way finished.
yes the 'i have 6 papers in 2 months' thing is kinda cool
but i'm so freakin' sick of it now!!!
i have another freakin month to go!!!!
ok chemistry this wednesday. i have to study.
yes i'm studying, don't act like you're surprised but it's 2 days before the actual exam
and my friends took at least one week to prepare for it (teng siang you're so in my mind right now)
so i'm still the last-minute studying lan c kia.
ok have to study. bye

i'm really losing my 'love', no, 'passion' for blogging....

EXTRA EXTRA READ ALL ABOUT IT

2009-05-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

hey.. so... i have a lot of time on my hands.
and since everyone is so busy with their lives, i found a way to entertain myself.

i think everyone knows that i'm a tv freak. that i watch A LOT of tv.
so i thought, why not a tv review blog?
haha... so i created one.
check it out
I know the name is kinda lame, i'll change it when i think of a better one =)

OH OH OH
and today, someone said i look like 王力宏
personally i don't think that way,
but if other people think i look like him,
i have no choice but to live with it... =)

2009-05-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

it's funny how when my life is in total chaos i have so many ideas to blog about but then when i have absolutely nothing to do i don't know what to blog about...

so...

kris allen won...

boo!! and yay!!

boo as in adam lambert deserves to win especially when he's up against a plain joe singer!!

but yay as in adam will not be stuck with the suckish winner's song that is written by kara dioguardi!!

well, i don't hate kris, at least danny didn't win =)

and the finale this year, SUCKED!!!

the top 13 performances sucked.

the contestant-celebrity duets sucked.

the results sucked =P

everything sucked.

the only highlight for me was when kara come out singing and DESTROYED bikini girl, classic!

and danny seemed dulan, he had the i-should-have-be-one-of-the-finalists face the whole night.

amusing, no?

ok i don't know what to write d, stay tuned. =)

New Tag: Just to keep my blog alive without hurting people's feelings

2009-05-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

a tribute to the awesomeness that is the joker!!

bernared mis- the aftermath

2009-05-13T19:39:00.000+08:00

ok i did warn that it was gonna nasty to read.

i did mention that i wasn't mad at anyone, just sad that i think i'm CURSED

and i did ask you all to not take it so seriously as it was just MY DEVIL SPEAKING.

but anyways i know some people are offended.

i don't wanna hurt anyone's feelings. so i apologize.

so.. get over it.

btw about the "oh you're 19 yo you shouldn't be always at home" comment i made,

i indeed had someone in mind when i was writing it,

but sadly SOME PEOPLE who i was not referring at all to took it quite seriously, a little too seriously, until some inner bushuang-ness of their own came out.

i'm sorry that happened, and i swear to god i wasn't referring to you.

it's more sad that the one i'm referring to doesn't even realize it. =)

*and ya you guys made me feel damn bad about the whole situation so next time i'll just blog about random stuff that doesn't concern my thoughts

Of Wolverine and Dark Clouds

2009-05-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

Movie review time =)

I usually don't do movie reviews cuz it's so cliche blogger style, sorry moive reviewers

but today i'm bored and i just watched the movie and i need something to relief my inner negative-ness before i kill myself.

so here goes, btw spoilers so don't read if you haven't watch it and plan to:

WOLVERINE!!

Awesome movie.

love the opening with wars

love the fight scenes.

love Gambit's powers.

love the fight scenes.

love Cyclopes although not a major role

love the fight scenes.

hate that wade 'dies' so early.

hate that bolt dies so early

hate that will.i.am dies so early

hate that i didn't know that kayla was silverfox

hate that gambit appears so little

hate the ending

hate that stryker did not walk until his feet bleed, and keep on walking =)

and hate that wenly was sitting next to me.

overall it was a great movie. i would watch it again, no problem. but not in a cinema =)

so these two days i have been surrounded by dark clouds with the occasional lightnings.

not fun at all.

and my friends are not helping with it at all.

*not all my friends, just a few of my friends, don't ask who.

and i thought it's gonna go worse today, but it didn't, surprisingly.

but then i came back home, and the clouds seemed darker again.

and my daily routine of zombie killing has no effect already

so i don't know what i'm gonna do.

btw turns out i might be going to prom.

although none of my classmates are going, i'm going with wenly and 10 of her friends,

which are all girls.

so instead of thinking negatively that i'm so pathetic i have to go to prom with random people.

i'd like to think positively that i'm going to prom with 10 dates. =)

nah people will kill me.

Post-SAT syndrome part 2

2009-05-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

haha now i can't stop blogging.

now that SAT is done, my life is very un...i dont know how to describe.

like i use to have a timetable to study,

but now i'm like... what should i do?

should i study?

what should i study...?

(i know i have M1 and chemistry and FP2 mocks on wednesday and thursday but shut up)

ok i should probably be studying...

darn you chemistry.

btw i got a new phone!!

woot!!

my old one is almost three years old.

and three years in cell phone years is like sixty years in human years, so...

it's not the latest or expensive-est model but i dont need one,

cuz i have my iPod =)

so i'm cool with this one, actually i don't even know what model it is =)

and i got a dog!!

aint she cute?

her name is liley, i know it's kinda lame but....

dont care =)

Post-SAT syndrome

2009-05-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

ok i did promise to update my blog the day in finish my SATs.

but yesterday i had post-SAT syndrome --my brain was losing a big chunk of it due to the SATs.

so, i didnt. =)

summore yesterday i was slightly bummed cuz i couldn't go to lee hom's concert.

yea another proof that i don't have a lot of friends, cuz apparently none of my few friends want to go so i can't go. =)

so SAT.

first, i wanna thank the few (like, really few, like 5 i think?) people who wished me luck, i really needed that.

i played the most risky move in my life, ever

you know, registering for SAT one month before the actual test.

using three weeks only to prepare for it.

btw i remember the reason i took SAT so last minute is that i wanted to take the test together with my friends, namely :MIA, CHEE JIAT and kok thong, who chickened out a few days before the test and decided to postpone it. btw kok thong did not bail out like the other 2 so his name is not in bold =)

so yea i took the test and it was kinda not as hard as i expected but not very easy also.

as a matter of fact i don't even remember most of the questions cuz the whole test was such a rush.

hmmm... what i do remember about the test is that hot chick sitting next to me.

she looked like a sexed up version of Selena Gomez.

but hotter.

anyways, i'm so ready to get back into my social life.

my so called 'ampang' gang, my so-called-er 'wangsa maju' gang

and my college friends,

haha i skipped more than half of the extra classes last week, and i kinda miss them. AND i know they miss me too =)

(btw time flies by so fast i can't imagine that it's been already one year since i've been in HELP, but it's very sad to see that our classmates are as distant as we were during the first week of college.)

speaking about college, our prom is in 2 freakin months!!!

ma hai i don't even have a date!!

i bet you'll say: "just go with your friends la,"

which is sadder cuz only 3 person of my class, not my gang, my freaking CLASS wants to go

minus the one who is a committe member and might most probably be accompanied by a hot date,

there are only 2!!! freaking 2!!!!

wth?

i've missed my high school prom (same case actually)

i don't wanna miss my college prom!!! T.T

hmmm.... this is soo... exasperating.... <-haha SAT word, means frustrating.

so.. life after tonite:

lots of mocks (actually tomorrow got one), A-levels exam, holidays!!!!

i wanna go on a vacation!!!! somewhere beachy like redang or perhantian.

but...

no friends...

so sad...

i remember since the day i came out from the NS camp in sabah, i've been saying to myself that i want to go on vacations with my friends, but it's been more than a year and i have never been to anywhere, excluding to PD one which was beyond disastrous i don't even wanna talk about it.

oh ya. during the three weeks of hibernation mode, i found out about somethings.

one: most people who read my blog, don't really read it. like read READ it.

cuz people keep asking me about stuffs i've already mentioned in my blog.

but, it's ok with me cuz i do the same thing with other people's blogs =P

the asking part is kinda annoying though.

and second: apparently i have a style of blogging, that's good rite?

*haha i can't believe i'm slamming so many people on my first blog in three weeks!!

*and i just realized that my blog minus the first paragraph has nothing to do with post-SAT syndrome.

My laptop had a flu and my life went upside down.

2009-04-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

ok quick update.

today could not have started worse.

i woke up, i was late,

i had to bring my laptop to repair, and all my books and stuff were scattered around my house,

i lost my car keys, IN MY CAR,

then the whole day in college i was busy transferring my data to my friends' hard disc (in case the repairman accidentally broke my laptop or something) (yes i am very paranoid when it comes to my laptop)

in HP's service center i saw the price list and for laptops it was RM190. freakin RM190.

but then, i couldn't have ended better.

turned out, there was something wrong with the BIOS or whatever it is.

the technician went click click type type and my laptop was fixed, for free. =)

further maths class was extraordinarily amusing.

farewell with ch friends for RIN RIN went quite well, which i didn't expect.

and... MY LAPTOP IS FIXED!!! woot!!!

so, these past few days were kinda rough,

you can tell by looking at my fingernails.

yea i tend to bite my nails a lot when i get negative and stuff.

and i can't stop when i start.

which is why i'm still doing it now, this moment.

well the reason i was moody and emo..

obviously because of my laptop.

suddenly my keyboard and keypad just decided to not work.

and my friend, one of my bestest friends whom i've never talked to in a long time, suddenly feels like he misses me and msn-ed me.

which was a very frustrating situation for me, since i couldn't chat with him without using the onscreen keyboard. click click click... VERY annoying.

and there was this online-fight amongst my friends concerning the farewell thingy today, i would gladly join them but the keyboard situation held me back. no fun.

then i had to do the t-shirt designs for the upcoming Earth Day (will talk more later), again, with only my mouse and the onscreen keyboard.

then there was this SAT stressing me out.

and how could we not mention the freaking blazing weather?????

add up everything = emo.

on the exact day my laptop broke down,

i want to blog about this.

the committee meeting with HESC

yes HESC as in the club that was so fcuked up and i hated so much.

so turned out i became a member - Creative Director

apparently they added this post onto the committee, so thanks.

i suspect ponyta was here... or one of her spies at least...

ARE YOU?

but to clear things up, when i said that i'm not happy about not being in the committee

i meant the SUB-committee for the earth hour.

yea i thought there was one, cuz that was how it worked in my old school, so...

apologies..

i swear i didn't mean the MAIN committee.

but now i'm happy, you're happy, everyone's happy. that's what matters. =)

during these two days of no-typing-so-no-blogging days..

a lot came into my mind.

i read someone's blog.

which lead me to thinking, i'm trying to entertain everyone around me my whole life.

which lead to, i'm blogging just to entertain people.

which lead to, since no one cares about my blog, i'll stop blogging.

i know, emo joshua sucks.

in addition to my emoness...

i AM really stressed out by the SATs, and my upcoming exams (well not yet, but soon).

so... i might be taking a break from blogging. well not that a lot of people cares.

actually if you noticed a few months ago i said the exact same thing,

but then i was introduced to the nuffnang and google ads, which i thought i could make a lot of money from.

and since then i've only made less the RM5 in total, so.... yea..

well, i MIGHT not really stop blogging.

but.. i'm gonna stop blogging for awhile.

so THAT's why this post is soooo darn long....

random stuff:

1. my gay lou best friend is trying to steal my first kiss,

and he IS damn serious!!!

i've gotta look out for myself.

2. twitter rocks!! but too bad not many people are using. thanks gay lou and bryan lim for being my only two followers. =)

3. you have my greatest respect for reading down until this part. this is seriously damn boring if you aren't in my situation, which you're not. i salute you!!

Updates part 2: Where Do I Go?

2009-04-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

so that day i wanted to blog about some stuff.

then half way through i kinda got bored and forgot what i was gonna blog about.

so... here goes part 2.

universities...

U.S or U.K or Aussie

America is always my first choice.

i HAVE always mentioned how much i love that country

and how much i wanna go there.

but the truth is, it's focuses on building well-rounded students.

that means if i go there with just great results,

they won't accept me.

unless i'm also a national athlete, a humanitarian and have tremendous experience in everything possible.

which, i'm not.

BUT, IT IS THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA!!

if i go to the east coast, my life would be like in Heroes, or Gossip Girl, or Ugly Betty, or CSI NY.

if i go to the west coast, it would be Hollywood, beaches, bikinis, like Baywatch!!!

and if i go to the mid-west, it would be like.... High School Musical... haha.

England.

I guess it's easier to get into british unis seeing that my A-Levels results are quite good.

that is, if i can be consistent with it.

but i don't know...

london to me is.... rain....

and if i go to london i'll just die of boredom.

but then london seem to be quite a party town also.... so...

I DON'T KNOW...

Australia...

is like my back-up for my back-up... haha

nothing much to talk about australia.

i just know Adelaide is filled with old people.

and if i'm going to aussie i'll probably go stay with my cousin in sydney.

so... U.S. it is!!

BUT, i don't wanna get shot by random terrorists or mentally retarded people on the street and die there.

BUT, i don't wanna come back with a british or aussie accent!! i want american accent!!! haha lame.

BUT, SAT very hard!!!

I DON'T FREAKIN' KNOW!!!

update April 04:

omfg i'm gonna die in the U.S!!!!

click here to see why!!!

and does anyone here use twitter?

Do You Remember?

2009-04-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

As I mentioned in earlier posts, i'm looking for this Digimon book.

I don't have a picture of it's cover, but i'ts in chinese, and it describes every digimon from the first 5 generations.

i use to have one but it was at least 8 years ago.

and i'm sure everyone of you who used to own a digimon-tamagochi thing knows about this book.

(at least those from my primary schools.)

it was like the bible of digimon!!!

i looked through ebay and amazon and i couldn't find it.

so if anyone has it or knows how to get it, PLEASE TELL ME!!!

yes i know i'm childish and useless.

get over it.

Updates

2009-04-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

so.. Alexis Grace, Michael Sarver and Megan Joy left American Idol.

i didn't care about the first two, but MEGAN!!!

WHHYYYYY!!!!????

but i kinda feel that it's time for her to go d...

so.... GO ADAM LAMBERT!!!!

next.

so.. how dumb can i be to register for the SATs one month before the actual exam, which is a few weeks before my A-levels exam?

other people use one year to prepare for their SATs...

i use... one month...

.....

now, i plan to devote my time to prepare for my SATs..

which is.... one hour everyday...

haha.

this is not my style, but it is what i have to do... so..

btw here's my wishlist (more like needlist):

The Official Study Guide for all SAT Subjects Tests

(ok i think i need the reasoning test one.)

The RocketReview Revolution: The Ultimate Guide to the New SAT

anyone can get me these two books by next week would be appreciated.

but anyways i'm gonna go look for them this weekend.

just that they're quite pricey and i hope i can buy them from someone with less cost. =)

so... i'm gonna go study now.

(feel like writing more, but i don't know what to write.)

see ya.

2009-04-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH

FINALLY!!

THERE IS A GIRL IN MY LIFE!!!!!

FCUK MY FRIENDS!!

CUZ I WON'T BE FREE TO BIRD U ALL!!!

ok bye bye =)

updates:

APRIL FOOL~~

cheh not fun one not many people believe...

or people just don't care about me anymore.. T.T

THIS WEEK....

2009-03-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

ok it's a little too late to post this here...

but hey, he won anyways.

C-O-N-G-R-A-T-S-!

so either he will become a power-hungry, full of himself and friend-betraying asshole,

or he will become MY ticket to college privileges..

we'll see =)

this week, was not a good week for me.

i mean, how much more depressing can you be when you forget that friday is friday and thought it was monday?

i've got monday blues on a friday!!!

bad week... bad week...

not that anything bad happened to me.

everything has been fine.

it's just that i feel like there's always a dark cloud following me and sucking away all my happiness.

so.... blame the imaginary dark cloud.

and i don't want to say this,

but i couldn't get these thoughts of pokemon out of my mind for the past few days..

blame chee jiat... and deebhan... and yew eng...

don't look at his face, very yong sui one...

but he's quite a singer... i think...

then they made me think about digimon.

now i want this

does anyone know where i can get this?

and i remember a book, all about digimon.

does anyone have one?

oh ya, this coming april-may-june period will probably be my busiest time of the year.

exam's coming, that means mock exam is also coming.

summore i got the SATs.

and i HAVE to live up to my previous results, RIGHT?

i don't want people to be like, oh why last time can get so high this time like this one??

or maybe it will be my free-est time of the year!!

cuz like last time,

out of the 2 months for exams,

i've got only 6 papers = 6 days of exams,

so.... yyyeeeaaa....

i'm.... blogging for the sake of blogging...

first time.

and... streamyx sucks big time today!!

oh ya! don't forget to turn off your lights tomorrow night =)

Today...

2009-03-23T19:31:00.000+08:00

i went clubbing for the first time!!!

i had my first martini!!!

it was SO. MUCH. FUN!!!!!!

*inside joke, just ignore...

Sabotage Earth Hour with me!!! part 3

2009-03-21T22:37:00.000+08:00

ok so i'm a wimp.

i genuinely cannot hate someone even if i try.

someone like Ponyta, i cannot dulan her

she's just a little girl...

some more today she kinda fought for the black shirt (which are only for COMMITTEE MEMBERS) for me..

made me think that it might just all be a misunderstanding.

the REAL evil is Ivysaur!!!

she's the source of evilness of the committee group!!

so yea...

my plan to sabotage Earth Hour

FAILED!!!

oh ya..

they somehow found a way to get the correct side of the wall printed in time, so....

and...

thanks to those who actually went to 1u and sign the wall!!!

Sabotage Earth Hour with me!!! part 2

2009-03-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

first, i have to say THANK YOU to all those people who showed me support regarding the HESC committee member thing.

i really appreciate it.

my last post was seriously one of the most attention-getting, people-responding, bloggers-reading (whatever) post, EVER!!

50 visitors in one day,

that's like, A LOT for my blog!!

ok, so about sabotaging the event, let's see what'll happen the next couple of days la. =)

*update:

turned out my sabotage plan went really really well!!!

the printer got it wrong and printed the design for the back of the wall twice!!

that means, no pledge wall!!

BUT

I'm not very happy about it also la...

cuz after all, it IS my design,

it IS what i poured my heart and soul for.

so... we'll see la.. :(

Sabotage Earth Hour with me!!!

2009-03-19T18:15:00.000+08:00

yea i really didn't want to post about this THING that happened, but here goes.

*oh there are so many bad things coming into my mind when i think about this.

* and this is quite a long, confusing post so just ignore if you're expecting anything....

*ok i don't know what i'm talking d..

Tuesday:

I was supposed to meet my friends at 1pm at Pavillion for my other friend's birthday.

so after class i was walking to my car when literally out of nowhere, Ms. Gardevior called me.

Ms. Gardevior :crap crap crap crap crap... can you go home and get the files and come back and give them to ponyta a?

ME :har... actually now i'm heading to meet my friends. erm tonight i email them to ponyta can?

Ms. Gardevior :erm, can you postpone your plan, cuz we need to give the files to the printer company today so that they can get it done by thursday.

ME :har.. but actually this is quite important also la cuz it's my friends birthday.

Ms. Gardevior :erm.. i'm sorry la but this is very important.. THEY WHOLE CLUB'S FAITH LIES IN YOUR HANDS.

ME :........ ok la i try my best.

Ms. Gardevior :ok thank you thank you thank you...

so i flew home, burn the files into CDs, flew back to college and gave the CDs to ponyta.

i was driving so fast it took me less than half an hour 15 minutes to reach home, get everything done and reach back at college.

it should take more than 2 hours, usually.

moving on

at night, i smsed ponyta

ME :hey what did the printers say about the files' format? ngam or not?

Ponyta :OH WE TOMORROW ONLY GIVE THEM.

ME(in total shockness) :huh? i thought we need to give them to the printers by today?

Ponyta : oh no la... that guys was too busy....

Wednesday:

i had a dentist appointment, so i left school early.

so my meeting with the dentist, me and my mom and sis went to Tesco to shop and have dinner.

Lapras called...

Lapras :eh Joshua, Charmander called and ask us to paint the umbrellas and make an Earth for the flash mob o... So you see if you can buy paint and a YOGA BALL or not?

ME :huh? why so last minute one?

Lapras :erm i dunno la, just buy only, cuz we got TWO more days to do only...

so we dropped by ampang point and bought the paint. and hell no i'm buying them a yoga ball and bringing it to school.

and then at night i recieved an email from HESC:

To all volunteers : you must fill in a parent consent form for the event in 1 Utama. (To make sure your parents are aware of what you'll be doing there etc.)

....

Mobbers can get their forms from ....

Booth peeps can get their forms from ....

Committee members can get their forms from ....

....

ok i'm not a mobber, i'm not a booth peep

i'm the creative director

so of course i'm a committee member? right?

raaaiiiiiggghhhhttt....

Thursday

i went to school, already dulan as hell.

ME to Lapras :today i'm not staying after school to paint the umbrellas a... i got plans d.

during class

ME : eh we have a parent consent form to sign right? who do we get the form from? i'm a committe member right?

so i smsed Ponyta

ME :hey am I a committee member?

Ponyta :erm.. NO..

ooooooouuuukkkkkaaaaaayyyyy.....

SO, i worked my ass off, i wasted petrol, toll money, my money, my mom's petrol money, my talent, my heart, my soul.....

and i'm not even credited as a committee member?

i don't even get a T-shirt!!!

btw Charmander damn lan c wei..

Charmander to Lapras :I think he (ME) will be able to get it from ANY stationary shop.

but what she meant was yea i don't care you'll have to find a way to get it done by friday.

actually i wasn't even that mad about the whole situation,

because it happened separately, as in, not all in one day.

but then when today i was talking to wenly,

i realize, that they happened 3 consecutive days!!!

and it all started to make sense!!!

THEY PLANNED TO LET US DO ALL THE WORK AND TAKE ALL THE CREDIT!!

first they elect all HA01 people for the HESC committee.

then they manipulate us A54s by letting us 'help out' in the Earth Hour thing

they made us feel important

they gave us a title so called 'creative director'

they made us work our ass off.

then when we're nearly finished with everything,

they say: oh you're not part of the committee member...

their evil plan succeeded!!!!

MAKE A54 WORK WITHOUT INCLUDING THEM IN THE COMMITTEE!!!

so now,

i will plot an evil plan

to sabotage their Earth Hour event!!!

let's see...

we can burn rubbish outside 1 utama,

or we can go shopping at 1 utama are request for many many plastic bags!!!!!

then we throw them in front of their booth!!!

or we can just burn down 1 utama!!!

comments please!!! i need ideas!!!!

*go and sign the wall, cuz i design 1.... but turn on all the lights and electric appliances at home on march 28!!!

screw you HESC!!!

and yea, i still have to paint the umbrellas and make the earth thing tomorrow.

screw me.

Can I Get a Napkin Please?

2009-03-18T18:23:00.000+08:00

Can I Get a Napkin Please?

2009-03-16T18:25:00.000+08:00

this saturday and sunday!

come support me!

2009-03-15T17:47:00.000+08:00

days like this make me wanna kill myself.

2009-03-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

i wanted to post this yesterday,

but i was so busy busying for the Earth Day thingm i forgot.

so...

yesterday...

was results day.

i woke up, with a shitty mood

cuz it was raining.

what a way to start the day you get your results, i thought.

so i went to college,

and BAM!

i know... i'm so geng.. =)

anyways, my friends who didn't get good results,

i know i'm not in the position to say this,

please don't let your results affect you.

and... i'll be there for you next semester =) maybe

2009-03-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

American Idol top 13!!
2 contestants bite the dust!!

Jasmine Murray

awww I thought she did a great job....

summore she is only 16, and a pisces!!!

well, I would've preferred Megan Corkrey anyway..

too bad she had to go so early.

*and she cried... made me so sad T.T

Jorge Nunez

ok la he quite sucked that day.

i don't like him, but i don't hate him.

so... better luck next time la Puerto Rican.

and....

the results show today sucked!!!

the top 13 sang a Jackson 5 medley which was very weird

*i bet most of you who read my blog don't know who are the jackson 5.

kanye west totally killed the show

not in a good way

kelly clarkson was.. ok

and wtf when the judges were deliberating on if jorge should stay,

paula was dancing!! wtf wtf wtf

and who says chris daughtry should stay over katharine mcphee in season 5??!?!?!?

...

urg what am I doing?

non of my friends watch idols also.....

i'm so lonely... i need friends who watch american idol!!!!

btw, those going to a famosa tomorrow,

HAVE FUN

sorry i''m not going...

well blame it on bryan and zoe,

they don't wanna go so i don't wanna go =)

speaking of bryan and zoe,

lets go yam cha tomorrow night since sum yue is out of town!!!

and..

lately i have been busy la.. *notice i didn't say very busy, just busy=)

with the flash mob thing

to support Earth Hour!!!!

this is the pledge wall i designed.

kinda one republic's cd cover-ish

people will be signing on it to support earth hour!!!

if my design is chosen =)

and...

aarrrrrghhhh tomorrow got meeting!!!!!

aarrrrrghhhh tomorrow my results come out!!!!!

wtf i almost forgot!!!!

and...

my beloved friends....

everything you log onto my blog....

click the ads for me la....

no virus one...

and...

may the force be with you.

2009-03-09T22:03:00.000+08:00

today, was my mom's birthday.

so, we went to celebrate at sasaiki.

i just took all the sushi i was interested in

a lot of weird sushi so i just took the normal ones.

then some tempuras.

then complimentary crabs.

then, the meat feast!!

fried quails, ribs, soft shell crabs, garlic prawns, UNAGI.

you know how much i love MEAT.

see how much i enjoyed them

another round of tempura, with fried salmon garlic rice.

see my sister is acting cute cuz she thinks she's cute.

cawan mushi.

the deserts. mixed fruit cocktail, ice-cream and mochi.

a lot of food i couldn't finish.

i was sooo full!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!

oh and on our way home, we bought this.

2009-03-09T20:03:00.000+08:00

American Idol is back!!

This time with a never before seen top 13!!

Personally I really want Megan Joy Corkrey or Adam Lambert to win,

I think they're different and have crazy vocals!!

too bad I can't vote...

who do you want to see win?

2009-03-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

last night,

i dreamt that i was with a group of people

we were running away from zombies

and amongst those people

were Beyonce and Jennifer Hudson

from Dreamgirls

and all they want to do

is sing...

so they were eaten by the zombies..

i've been listening to Dreamgirls too much lately...

2009-03-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

today was randomly strange, or strangely random.

i'm never that person who goes out with people I barely know.

but today, I went out with Wenly and her friends, which, I barely know.

OK I knew some of them, but BARELY.

anyways, I showed up in Sunway after school to meet up with them at the skating ring.

after a while of skating, they had to clean the skating ring so we (actually, they. i was just there) sat at a corner and talked, which was very very very weird for me.

very very very weird vibe from the gang, especially the guys.

and then they wanted to take a picture, and i was like, should i join? should i not join?

*awkward smile*

ok SKIP

then we continued skating

and i had THE TIME OF MY LIFE

as in, iwanttimetostopsothiswontend time of my life.

i could hear wedding bells and horse carts and babies and disney songs~~

THEN, SOMEONE told me something,

which completely crushed my perfect moment into pieces of useless crap.

And I was clearly left speechless for the rest of the day.

So I drove home alone.

drive drive drive wrong turn jam jam jam reach home.

no mood d.

=end of best and/or possibly worst day ever=

oh ya,

thank Melvin!! for accompanying me.

although i know u're just there to see your gf.

oh ya,

AMerican Idol's wildcard round was awesome!!!

top 13!! woot!!

oh ya,

I feel like changing my blog layout back to the normal type.

cuz this one very mafan la..

oh ya,

I really lazy to blog d..

oh ya,

I'm very hungry now.

2009-03-06T21:42:00.000+08:00

ok as you can see, i have an advertisement thing going on on my blog.

that means, i need me some cash!!

ok so if you're interested in whatever it is advertising, just click on it la...

and when i say if you're interested, i mean i don't care just do it =)

2009-03-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

1st, sorry la to those who i didn't reply.

either i was sleeping, or i was really lazy

but i'm still very happy la today

i had lunch with someone

and i celebrate with my family, which is something i hadn't been able to do in a long time,

so... peace=)

2009-03-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday!!!

to Chris Martin and Jon Bon Jovi!!

two of the greatest musicians ever!!!

and Daniel Craig!!!

and Matthew Mitcham and Reggie Bush and Corey Webster and Al Del Greco and Morioka Hiroyuki

2009-02-24T21:02:00.000+08:00

friends only

2009-02-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

i hereby declare today as Stupid Drivers Day.

2009-02-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

i really want to post something here, cuz this place is so dead i can't even describe it.

so this is from a few days ago.

i've never seen a whole duck in a bowl like this before, and there were only 4 of us...

and this is not even how it was when it came onto our table...

and within half an hour....

it was good though.

2009-02-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

I don't know who to ask this cuz I don't know who's in charge

but i suppose the A Famosa trip is not gonna happen?

2009-02-16T18:24:00.000+08:00

I just gonna post random stuffs here now and then.

It's like plurk, but without the karma pressure.

#1 My current favourite song is Katy Perry's 'Thinking of You". not that i'm thinking of anyone, or am i?

2009-02-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

wtf!! valentine's day is 2 days away!!

all my plans have failed

and i am so screwed...

2009-02-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

Quote of the day:

"This is a buckyball. Guys go home and check your football. It has a similar shape."

-Ms. Phang

2009-02-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

apparently,

the M people wants to conquer Times Square!!

wtf??

apparently,

Times Square is now under the 'power' of us C people

and the M's don't like it

and they wanna conquer it!!

but if you ask me

i'd say let them have Times Square

cuz to me, TS is just another place with a cinema

big deal.

and today,

i meet 菲比

well actually i sat at the table next to hers

and she was 2 meters away from me.

2009-02-06T00:08:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I GOT MY IPOD TOUCH!!!

it all began last thursday.

i did something bold, and brave.

i clicked on that icon.

and i ordered an iPod touch =)

the website said that it will arrive in 2 business days.

i thought, 2 business days

that means next monday la

then i waited... and waited... and waited...

i woke up early in the morning on monday

i checked my email..

fcuk they said my iPod has just been shipped.

i double checked.

it's 'will arrive in 1-2 business days AFTER SHIPMENT'

ok so i waited.. again.. and waited..

wednesday.. finally..

i waited.

from 9 am

till 2 pm

i dulan d.

i call DHL

fcuk again they said my iPod hasn't even arrive in Malaysia

i checked the email again.

o there was a tracking thingy

then only i know

my iPod is still in China

then thursday

again i woke up early

i checked my email

YES my iPod has arrived Kuala Lumpur and the DHL centre!!

so FINALLY

at 12.37

ta dah~~~ what? iPod only?

americans...

they have the nerve to include an iPod, earphones, a cloth, USB connector and a dock adapter thingy all in 1 box...

so yea i have an iPod =)

2009-02-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

i am officially cursed...

the 飞机 curse

2009-02-03T21:36:00.000+08:00

me wonders

sometimes when i'm very bored and scrolling through the net looking for things to do

i wonder where all my friends are

they seem to never be on msn..

they never update their blogs..

they DO upload a lot of party/outing pictures.. i must say.

...

are they so busy that internet has become soooo unimportant to them

or are they just as fed up as me with msn, but have better things to do?

this is not me emo-ing

this is me wondering..

2009-02-03T00:53:00.000+08:00

my latest 'works'...

cool or not?

underwater thousand-year-old magical castle on a sea turtle

the gao gao zhan one...

super bird!! with kick ass arms and feet!!

2009-02-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

I FUCKING WANT MY I TOUCH NOW!!!

2 MORE DAYS!!!

2009-02-01T08:55:00.000+08:00

happy 7th day of cny everyone!!

2009-01-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

it's an hour to cny and I'm blogging with my cousin's I-pod touch... So cool!! I want one!!! Happy cny everyone!!! Ok bye bye=)

2009-01-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

ok real blog time

i just finished my finals. well, one week ago.

quite satisfied... i'm just worried if i would get full marks or not... =)

ahh... the days where you are so confident in your exams.. don't you miss em?

wednesday...

yam cha session with my 2 of my BESTEST kaki's.. from ampang

MOI MOI n LIN LIN

and in the end...

we ended up in Pavillion.

dunno why we decided to watch THEY WAIT... quite cool..

considered it was a Hollywood made Chinese horror movie.

and we visited SH yew ping.

who I'm still angry with for not being appreciative and MONEY DRIVEN

and for dinner

we had steamboat in PUDU PLAZA

AND for SUPPER

we had 'ais kacang(?)' in Conaught's Pasar Malam...

wtflamingo? i thought i was gonna be home for dinner but i reached home at 12 i think..

i loved the randomness though

did i MENTION

that SOMEONE laughed until she DROOLED!!! SALIVA!!!!!!

ok i laughed like HELL... until I was gonna drool saliva....

and these 2 days..

i was home alone..

painting my house..

for the you-know-what that is coming soon.

which after i felt like i could just die on my bed.

but i like this kinda feeling, i feel like..

I'M SO MAN!!!!

i can do macho man stuff!!

and yea Chinese New Year is just around the corner.

Yay I'm so happy!!!

ryte.......................

2009-01-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

exam is over.

and i am freakin

FREE